um.

i hate seeing people i love being in such a bad place. confused and angsty and left out. and i think its even worse when i'm not able to actually see them.

i have cavities and an abscess. thats why i cant eat on my left side and it hurts all the time. my mom's annoyed i never complained to her about the pain. i was trying to handle things on my own and i ended up w/ a mouthful of cavities and an upset mom.

paragraph 2 is fact and also very relevant metaphorically to paragraph 1.

you know who: i love you a bunch and it hurts.